Since I arrived in Hong Kong I lost my confidence, my career
and any belief in myself. The only thing I haven’t lost is my weight. After 6
weeks with mammafitness there is still nothing happening. How can that be? It’s
supposed to be what I needed, but it doesn’t seem to work on me. I feel lost, I
feel beat.
I like my job, but it’s not what I want to do. I don’t like
living in Hong Kong, but that’s nothing new. I love when I get to work out in
the gym, but getting there requires a lot of planning, and it doesn’t always
work. I have to get better to get there. I may be the fattest person in the
room, but I just love being there. There is a physically fit person under all
my layers of fat.
This fat is sooo stubborn, I haven’t seen anything like it. It’s
making me depressed.
